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if you call then i’m coming to get you.
if you call then i’m coming, now.
if you call then i’m coming to get you.
you want to sink, so i’m gonna let you.

take all that you have, and turn it into something you would miss if
somebody threw that brick, shattered all your plans.

and the sun is coming out.
i can’t hide here anymore, no.
the sun is coming out.

and all we are is golden.

i finally realized i am an artist.

i also realized that i love my school.

i’m excited for the better days to come, and the people are amazing.

<3

you caught me on the way down,
please hold my hand before I drown.
tie my hands before I burn this town,
you caught me on the way down.

why would you need to modify yourself just because you go to an art school and want to fit in?

that’s not for me.

i’m me.

that’s good enough.

paigegardzi:

LIAR-

the truth usually just hurts a whole fucking lot.

sweet music playing through my ears and sleeping forever.

<3

you know what i wonder a lot,

is it good that we don’t talk and you don’t respond or think of me?

you’re a shitty friend/person then right?

or is it worse that i want to talk to you all the time and want you to talk to me.

but then i just get mad because you don’t, right?

story of many people lives.

all you’ll do is slow me down.
all you’ll do is put me down.
make me feel more human.

i just don’t understand how you don’t get how much you’ve already affected my life.

You’d look nice in a grave.
I smile at the moon; death is on my face
And if you wait too long,
Then you’ll never see the dawn again

“My skull is full of sunken ships,
My heart’s a prisoner to my ribs,
We’re flesh & bone when we’re all alone,
But together, forever, we’ll live.”

There’s gold in my heart,
But the winds took my sails through the dark,
And if you wait too long,
then you’ll never see the dawn again.

“He filled my heart, I did my best.
But without the sun, I’m only shadows in a dress.
‘Cause if the full moon comes, our love is done,
So forever, towards dark, we rise.”

can’t wait to take pictures of jak!

can’t wait to see curt!

can’t wait to take pictures of bre!

REALLY can’t wait to take pictures of max!

can’t wait til danny comes home!

can’t wait to see stu!

yayayayay!

photos upon photos!

fuckin’ relationships. who needs them. especially at our age.

always in the end, a heart gets broken.

whats wrong with just awesome, close, bitchin’ friends?

eh?

from the top of the world,
we’ll let them know,
that your biggest fear is letting go.

i miss hanging out with derek george everyday.

i miss doing nothing but smoking squohs and taking photos.

i miss laughing together.

i miss how we could actually hold a conversation.

i miss how you didn’t have to depend on illegal substances.

i miss not having to worry about you.

i miss how it was you and me vs. the world.

stay bright little fireflies.
make light before my eyes.

she wants disappear and run away from all my fears.

she’s slowly realizing she can be on her own and alone.

so today i realized a lot. i have a very select few people who will be there for me.

they’ve been here for a while now. and we’ve all been through a lot of fucking shit together but i know that they are the ones who will be my best friends.

also, not to open up to quickly to new people. even if they do promise to never leave me. in the end, i’ll always be let down. but those who stick around after, i know we’ll be even stronger.

my mother will always be my best friend. i can go crying to her while she’s sleeping and she’ll still hold me and tell me everything will be okay.

i know for now things will be tougher than ever. but if i have my good friends to support me and an open mind, i’ll be just fine.

i’ll cry it out, but in the end, i learn something, and i get over the hump.

i know everything will be okay, and i’m going to be stronger than ever.