May 2010
lies.lies.lies.lies.
lately,
only a select hand full of people make me feel good.
i’m pretty sure they know who they are.
so cheers.
thanks for not sucking like the rest of everyone that i know.
Useless.
I have to sit back and watch my good friend throw his life away..
I’ve been watching him do this for 4 years.
Now, I’ve lost all feeling I’ve had for him.
I can’t do anything to help.
He’s gotta learn.
He will learn..
One day.
<3
maybe,
we are the reasons for health and light, for illness and weakness. we will tear through these holds. we will tear through these holds or we will keep them strong. we are the reasons for health and light.
Frozen Creek
i do not understand how one can have this kind of a feeling. i’m so annoyed and angry and upset, but, i feel this is not real.
i’ve been feeling nothing is real. for the longest time. i’ve told a few people but i don’t think they understand. no one does really.
i’ve been pretty upset for a long time too. a lot lately. i woke up super pissed the other day. i do not...
Jail
I have the biggest urge to go find NA and stab her.
If your husband is a graphic designer, then why doesn’t he design your wedding album. HM?!
Semi Constructive Criticism
for everybody else’s sake, set your mental alarm. you think it’s safe to rely on, but there isn’t a chance…
how long has it been?
i don’t want fucking excuses and i don’t want any fucking apologies.
Inaccurate and Inprecise
I’m so mistaken, lost my direction, my souls been shaken.
Imaginary Enemy
you’re so careless, careless. how did you get so ungrateful? you treat me like I’m a disease, oh, and it’s been killing me. chances are, you never even cared at all. i’m sure that you had your reasons. but I’ll never get to hear the truth. disguised in all your alibis, it’s a tradition, practiced, every time you say goodbye. i’ve tried so hard, ...
Free
May 15th: Circa Survive
May 17th-18th: Art Show
May 29th: Bled Fest
June 4th: Last Day of High School
June 9th-10th: Cedar Point
June 12th: Graduation & All Nigh Party
June 18th: Last Day of Working at the Bakery
June 21st: Working Full Time at American Photographers
I’ve been to hell and back and i’m still strong. waddup life. throw whatever you want at me, i’m gonna...
The Difference Between Medicine and Poison Is In...
well don’t call me by my full name, and all this is temporary. it feels much better to know that you won’t feel a thing. well don’t talk about it, write it down but don’t ask for help. i can’t be honest with even myself. did you ever wish you were somebody else?
I’ve been gettin’ high, spending...
daisy
i am so disappointed today. no explanation. no thought. just the feeling.
i’m a mountain that has been moved. i’m a river that is all dried up. i’m an ocean nothing floats on. i’m a sky that nothing wants to fly in. i’m a sun that doesn’t burn hot. i’m a moon that never shows it’s face. i’m a mouth that doesn’t smile. i’m a...
Happy As a Clam
So today, was very very successful.
Mother’s Day overall kinda blew. My dad ruins everything. But I made my mom a killer dessert. Dirt Pudding. Oreos, vanilla pudding, cream cheese, and whip cream. nomnom.
I picked Bre up today and visited Chris at Art Van. We told him a little joke I thought he got upset but he wasn’t. phew, 3 days of seeing him in a row and we’re still good.
...
Turn This Boat Around
Last night I hung out with a good friend of mine, Chris. He’s also a jerk. I proceeded to have a bitchin’ time with him. I was having a real shit day and he just came and suggested we watch shows about ghost hunting. I never thought he’d interested in that. So as we sat there watching I just stared at him and his expression was so priceless. And i bet my face looked ridiculous...
First Day of Work at the Microscope Store
What if the banner falls and the presenters are suffocated? Stop the grand opening. The microscopes, we can’t see through them, Broken magnifying glasses, Serenade the passengers until they cry, Dancing for the cameras on the traffic lights, Kissing the turns - I can see through you. Watching her eyes as he returns, Hold the wheel as every man going 95 on this lane. Serenade the...
Typical Day At Work
I’ve been wanting to chop my head off since I got here.
I need to stay alive until 2 a.m. I will be on my way to Denny’s (restaurant) to see mah best frand.
“Tell me what you know about dreams, tell me what you know about night terrors.”
SKANK.
I can’t wait to get pizza.
I don’t plan on going to school…maybe.
My dad sucks.
Lexi Mo’s mother is...
Off Punk Goes Classic Rock, one of the few good...
